[ She knows. She knows and it is by sheer will power she hasn't sent John fifty different messages. If she'd been a reason for his distraction in a moment of needed concentration and he was hurt or worse—she'd kept her silence, stomach turning not just for Lord John, but her Jon as well.
As soon as John's message comes through she stops what she's doing, sinking down onto the nearest seat. ]
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As soon as John's message comes through she stops what she's doing, sinking down onto the nearest seat. ]
𝐵𝑢𝑡? 𝑁𝑜 𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑠𝑎𝑦𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑢𝑛𝑙𝑒𝑠𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑦 𝑤𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑖𝑛𝑣𝑜𝑙𝑣𝑒𝑑 𝑖𝑛 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑'𝑣𝑒 𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑢𝑙𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑖𝑛 𝑠𝑒𝑟𝑖𝑜𝑢𝑠 ℎ𝑎𝑟𝑚.